"she will stay gone"

she left last night, she never cared about me
it's really messed up how someone can take an advantage of someone in this way
i feel i wasted a good bit, although some lessons were learned
the idea of love was fashioned in my mind, it was never there
that's at least what i must think, there has to be someone out there for me
i think the internet is not my way of meeting that person, for some it is
things would have been different if she was older than seventeen
maybe she could have imagined love herself, i really did think i cared for her
she is still in my mind slightly, but i hope she is gone
i do hope safety finds her, i know she doesn't care to find it herself
who knows what's best, being lost in the world or being forced to be with a messed up family
i wish this could end with a sweet taste, but bitter thoughts are all i have
i will forget, she will stay gone, rest easy

by matthew kooshad

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